This is me! But even with this picture, I can not identify myself. I am like a lost shadow with no one to follow. I am like an empty cup, never to be filled again. I feel like life passes day by day and I am not being noticed. I don't notice myself, for no one else notices me. How sad. How very, very sad. Is that a real smile? Am I happy? I was driving today on my way home from work, listening to NPR radio and heard that if you as a person are not inapt with your self and your surroundings and are living everyday, day by day; sad and lonely; depressed and scared, that you are more likely to get sick and maybe in the long run get cancer or some other kind of disease. For you immune system gets depressed and doesn't do its job as well and allows things like high blood pressure or cancer cells to form. I don't want that. Would you want that? I just want to live, and live I will. From this day forward I will live everyday carefully but with enjoyment. I will take risks and stop being afraid. I will be adventurous and stop putting things to the side for another day for that other day my not be there for me to live. I hope with my experiences, that you can as well live and be happy. Maybe I've found the cure for cancer and disease's around the world, or at least a way to prevent them. The cure to living a healthy life without illness is to live your life in general. I will post on my up and short comings in life so that YOU may learn and live as well. Have fun!!!!